oh i’m so envious of all the performance opportunities i could have if i’d just stay plugged in and connected to people and chasing ideas and making the case for why you should bloody ring me up and engage me in ideas for performance etc but at the same time i’m so tired and weary of all that kind of performance, i’m over it. i hardly want to do any more. i’m in a right spot of bother.

there. i’ve shared it. now as to explaining…
heh. don’t hold your breath.